Dear Lord
Thank you for 2019
Thank you for crushing me. I know you know how much I hated this experience and process . I know you know how hurt I was and still am. I know you know how destroyed I felt and feel. I know you know how much pain I was in and how much I needed every bit of a reason and way to escape the pain
I know you know how I wished for death than this pain
Lord you crushed me . Perhaps I thought I was good enough as an extra sweet branch of dark grapes 🍇 ripe and ready for harvest. Perhaps you know better that I’m better off being a well kept wine 🍷, slowly brewed and extra matured …. so you had to crush me for the ultimate best of me to come out
Dear Lord I have to trust you . I have to trust you that the crushing is for my good. I have to trust you that indeed this too shall work together for my good
But I know that you know and I trust that you weighed the challenges , the pain, the destruction and you saw your grace being sufficient for me through this all
I had to trust your presence even when I didn’t feel it. I had to trust your grace even when I didn’t see it . I had to trust that all this will serve me some day and that I will look back with tears mixed with joy for I endured
Dear Lord
I submit the pain
I submit the anger
I submit the stress
I submit the bitterness
I submit the hostility
I submit the unforgiveness
Open my soul up Heavenly Father. Release me from the bondage and set my heart , my soul and spirit free
Dear 2019 ….. ungivovile….. ngiyabonga 🙏🏾🙏🏾ngikhulile
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