I cut your hair
I saw your struggle in defining yourself
In a new body acquired after two babies and two c-sections
I saw you let the world tell you , you not enough
I saw your soul crushed deep within yourself
Wondering …. does nobody see that I just had babies ?
Does nobody care for what I just went through ?
I cut your hair
I heard you ask , is it difficult to acknowledge, clap hands , give some praise for the time , effort , the stretching and the pain you went through ?
Nobody cared
Nobody celebrated your strength
Nobody celebrated your courage
Nobody celebrated your tenacity
And so , I cut your hair
You have lost perspective on who you are
The one you depended on has disappointed you and told you , you are not enough
I had to cut your hair
I see you struggle daily as you put on clothes
You second guess yourself a million times
You wonder if it’s the right item on this “not right” body
Struggling to believe that you are beautiful
I should have cut your hair much earlier
I know you are in deep pain
I see your anguish
I have cut your hair to remind you this
When God created you He said “ this is good”
I cut your hair to force you into a reset mode
Irrespective of the people around you
I cut your hair to say to you, you can start again
I cut your hair to tell you, that you are good enough
I know you don’t believe it right now
I know you rely a lot on people’s opinions
And the one you rely on has disappointed you
But I am going to cut your hair until you find it in yourself again !!!
I will , if I must, cut it over and over again
Until you see yourself clearly
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